you know when you really want something

and it doesnt happen? you kind of knew it might not but you can't not hope. then the letdown is still bad and all you can do is sigh. like when you're going for a job interview that's out of your league. or a girl that's out of your league. or hoping that you get the mvp award when you're not really the mvp. well that's what happened with me hoping that some nice person picked up my wallet, looked up my info and left me a message at work. and it didn't happen. not a big deal but i am surprisingly let down.