if you need motivation
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_9fHrJbj1SY&feature=youtube_gdata_player guy skydiving has an accident with the chute and lands breaking his neck. he's a parapalegic now but still making the most of life. the last seconds of the video are pretty scary, probably as close to death you'll come. so why not go and do something with your life?